A Year Later

For more than a year I haven't posted anything here. I guess you might call it "blog-block." I have a lot on paper though but my access to the internet is very limited for the past year ergo the reason for my inactivity. Busy, busy day and yet paranoia still sets in every minute or so. I'm scared as hell. My heart's beating a thousand a min. But I guess I have to do this know to stop everything. I've never been so scared in my entire life. I can't even stand up. I'm shaking all over. Damn it.

Everyone's out to get me. I'm positive. Positive I tell you. You'll all see that I'm right and no one can help me. What will I do then? Where will I go? How do I move on? I got to stop thinkin' about it but it can't be helped. I'm going crazzzzeeee!!! I'm too young!

Tonight I find out. Tomorrow I'll know. Soon I'll leave you or will I? Good tidings! Cheers to my last bottle!